Feeling quite shitty.
Dawn Notes no.25
Sky.
Today I found a writing contest that I might participate in. It is for a TTRPG. Other than that today the sky is clear.
I am really struggling with figuring out what I want to do right now. I have a mostly free day. I probably should do some school work. But I am also interested in doing some programming and maybe learning some more C++, that would be nice, since it would combine both course work with my own interests in learning. I also should work on my senior project, advanced algorithms course work, and signals and systems. I am behind on signals and systems which really sucks. Not to mention that I should clean my room, do laundry and other housekeeping things. I think I am overwhelmed and stressed. I want to just play a game or watch something for a while, but if I attempt it I very quickly start feeling dread. Like I am missing something, like I should be productive. It is horrible. I wish I could just do whatever whenever.
Well, this is not nice. Hope for a better tomorrow.